Since gaining access to social media, I feel like I've been so much more aware of all e thing wrong in the world. Women in Afghanistan, the files, fucking tr*mp in general, how he climate is fucked, how A.I is going to destroy the world, etc. etc. And I know being aware of this kind of thing is supposed to be good. And I guess it is in the grand scheme of things. But sometimes it just makes me feel shit. Like, hopeless, nihilistic, somewhat guilty, even though I know it's not my fault. But still, I don't want to go through my life totally clueless about everything either.