For some reason, the thought that i would die someday randomly came into my head. I dont want to die, i dont want to get older. Why do we exist if our life is temporary? It would be best if we lived forever and could just click a button when we wanted to die why cant it be like this. The worst thing is that i dont even know if im actualy feeling this way, if im doing it for attention or if im feeling like im doing for attention and its a loop of torment i dont even know if i am going through. I want to talk out loud but my best friend the only person i can talk this openly to is not currantly avalable and i hold too many secrets from my parents to let them know
the world3 felt this