Most people don't care for anything I've got to say. I'm tired of denying that I'm not bitter, of hiding feelings to seem like I'm not needy or some sort of disgusting validation seeker. I cut myself off from the world because I don't want to need anyone who would overlook me otherwise, but it's so easy to fall into needing people and being infantalized. I don't want to be loved, I just want to be considered for once. I don't want to have to be selfless for others, I don't owe them shit it's just a lottery where you end up by your baseline. Alas, it's more uniform for people online to say that I'm delusional or entitled.