What is it called when you don’t feel like life is real and are confused about how all this is even happening right now. But like seriously, how am I living mass made up of organs and blood and skin. How is it that I am solely relying on my body to live and then thats life. But when you die, then it’s over. I’m not quite sure what to believe in. What do I believe about the afterlife? What do I believe about dimensions? What do I believe about spirits? Living things are so valuable but just how. How is it created and then gone. Then the world just keeps on going and it has been before we were all alive. This is all so hard to wrap my head around..