Life can be so confusing. I know teenagers (and adults too) aren’t supposed to have life completely figured out, but I still have that lingering feeling of wanting my questions answered. I want a clearer picture of what I want, who I am, and what a believe in. I wish I could explore different areas of life because I feel so limited right now. I also wish my brain could be mentally here every single day. How am I going to grow in the way that I want to if I’m just moving through the days. I think that if I’m happier and more grateful, I may be able to figure life out better. I have basically everything I need, I just don’t know how I’m supposed to live my life. What if I died next week? I’m just not satisfied with myself right now but I don’t know what to do because I think this is a normal feeling.